Say Also Don’t listens
Listen Also Don’t Understand
Don’t Understand Also Don’t Ask
Ask Also Don’t Do
Do Also Do Wrong
Wrong Also Don’t Admit
Admit Also Don’t Correct
Correct Also Not Happy
Not Happy Also Don’t Say
談了又不聽
講了又不懂
不懂又不問
問了又不做
做了又做錯
错了又不認
認了又不改
改了又不服
不服又不談
Oh great, today is really ‘a great’ day. I never know that this mess will eventually come up to quarreling (battle between the sexes) . Shit! both are my friends, so who should i help? God damnit! Who could this happen. To me everyone is to be blamed, none is completely innocent. Oh god, i wonder how long is this gonna take.
Why all of a sudden the issue was taken out? I thought it was just a misunderstand between u guys. Or maybe itZ me who is to blame because i wasn’t able to stop it? HhmMmm….not sure at all.. I’ve been trying to be the neutral 1 but seeing them quarreling, i really can’t stand it….Now what should i do? All are my friends, i never wish them to be fighting…. How can this happen?
This happen in the wrong place and at the wrong time, this kinda incident really makes me sad~ Oh merciful one, please give me a solution. I really can’t do anything to stop them, i wish they would get along well but it ended up the other way round. I wonder how long this grudge will end? C’mon, it is just a misunderstand between you two, so hope i all do get along. Please, i don’t wish to see the both of you fighting. I want the both of you to be the normal friend of mine, hang out together and help each other.
Please god, please calm thier souls and erase all the grudges between them~! I call for your help oh merciful one…..
What the hell……boredom strikes again~!
Ish~ Today really is the most boring-est day i have ever gone trough, probably because of to many conflications? Yea, i think so…But nevertheless leisure is there to company me once again~ Unfortunately that doesn’t help me too….hehe ~.~
Unlike the other days, i can pass through my day by just playing, hang out with friends, surf the web etc. but today that all can’t even help me….Weird isn’t it? Now the clock shows that it is 3 o’clock and im still here updating my blog, u can imagine how boring am i know. Haha….
Something mysterious happened today, it was last night when i chatted with my lucky star. Haha, guess she knows who im refering to now, finally i told her that she is my lucky star after seeing with much determination seek for the answer on who is my lucky star. Haha…Hope u don’t mind yea. I never thought of mentioning it to anyone but after seeing seeking the answer with all her hard effort, i finally gave her the answer. So you hardworking-ness really pays the price eh? Her name is ******** **** *** *** hahaa….I’m not gonna let u all surpass this question that quickly, so sit back, relax and start guessing….hehe ^.^
Eventhough i have a great time chatting with her and my friends, but that doesn’t last long at all. I wonder why everyone went in so early ar? So ended up playing games instead. But still that doesn’t remedy my boredom yet. Oh My God, I have tried many ways to remedy it but not succeed. So finally i ended up going online and update my blog, which is now( a quarter past three)….
*Yawns* this bordom really is killing me, i can’t wait for activities to be assigned to me, at least i could kill time with it. Haha…Gosh~ it is getting late, i think i better stop writting. Since i’m out of idea too….-_-’ swt. I do hope things might change when i wake up, to be a new day for me to discover and venture to the unknown. *Yawns* what i can do now is to pray, pray to god….yea…….
Hey, today is really a good day to start on, discovering the undiscovered, organising and planning activities for our benifits, cool isn’t it? But all will end up in tiredness at the end of the day, don’t u all agree? I agree with it though, but it never stops me from losing hope for as there is leisure to keep me company!
I think i can’t live without the internet, haha. I enjoy chatting a lot and without chatting, i think i’d rather die then live(as if)…haha~! Last night, it really was a wonderful time for me to have. I chat with a lot of my primary school friends, luckily we do keep in touch. But can u believe it i still chat with somene from other states, named Elaine(satisfied now elaine?haha), originally from Sabah, but don’t know which city. Just get to know her through our Leo club. Quite a friendly gal, enjoyed chatting with her a lot. Quite funny sometimes, i think..haha…Really it was an enjoyable night, unforgetable and never to be unforgotten.
Besides, i make new friends via chatting, kinda cool eh? Fun, interesting and the programmes installed are damn interactive, haha! Wow, leisure really gave me peace, reduces pressure, as usual and also provides me with cool activities. (P.M. It also prevents bordom..hehe ^.^)
Do u all agree?
Today, as always, online and start chatting. And once again my ‘ lucky star’ appeared from the sky..haha…..she brought me laughter, cheered me up eventhough she don’t know that she is doing so….we chatted for a short time because she has to offline for some purpose…
But that doesn’t stop me from being the normal Kelvin that i was before, she gave me hope and insipiration. I Vow to be change the way i am, and so it was a success. I felt more refreshed like last time, recalling the long lost Kelvin that i was before. Haha….
Today will be a different day, i will change it to be a day of my own, ignoring all crtisism, treat my friends fair and square, enjoying every single bit of time~! YEs, that it the way it should be….!! Wow,i was lucky i guess having the chance to meet my ‘lucky star’ whom change my unproper life, filled with sorrow and sadness to be a joyful and wonderful life, free from problems and most of all, gave me the courage to venture the undiscoverd, it must be God’s arrangement….yea…it is….
Today everything seemed isn’t rite anymore, friends betraying and backstabbing from the back~ ouch~! I could feel the presence of sadness surrounds me, now im left alone, all alone. *sigh* Frenz…what are they for? Many of them starts to turn thier backs on me, what did i done wrong, did i offend them or they are just mocking me? This issue still remains untold…..i barely see them companying me like normal frenZ do and they act materialistic….Still don’t understand what the hell are thinking about, are they to forget friendship?
I sought for help but still noone answers me, don’t know whether there is any so called ‘friends’ around me or not…that still remains a qustion which i need to find out myself….Only music can smoothens my soul and leisure to calm me, for now. For now i just have to be patient, awaiting the new year yet to come with full of obstacles and those question which stays vivid im my mind will finally be uncovered….
Today, i found someone whom approch me while chatting and it seem that we have develop a special bond between us, in my opinion, never to be broken, never to be perish. But i wonder whether that specific person get to know me or not. That still remains a question. Maybe she is my lucky star, or just a normal friend who ended up backstabbing? Gods will, Gods will…..
Well, this is my first time setting up a blog for myself. Felt curious bout it at the first time, when this system was up last May 2005 and never had the time to try it out. Since itz the holidays so i ended up exploring the WHOLE Friendster til early morning. The time now is 2a.m. sharp in the morning and still exploring ^.^
