mY souL haunTs m3~
Today everything seemed isn’t rite anymore, friends betraying and backstabbing from the back~ ouch~! I could feel the presence of sadness surrounds me, now im left alone, all alone. *sigh* Frenz…what are they for? Many of them starts to turn thier backs on me, what did i done wrong, did i offend them or they are just mocking me? This issue still remains untold…..i barely see them companying me like normal frenZ do and they act materialistic….Still don’t understand what the hell are thinking about, are they to forget friendship?
I sought for help but still noone answers me, don’t know whether there is any so called ‘friends’ around me or not…that still remains a qustion which i need to find out myself….Only music can smoothens my soul and leisure to calm me, for now. For now i just have to be patient, awaiting the new year yet to come with full of obstacles and those question which stays vivid im my mind will finally be uncovered….
Today, i found someone whom approch me while chatting and it seem that we have develop a special bond between us, in my opinion, never to be broken, never to be perish. But i wonder whether that specific person get to know me or not. That still remains a question. Maybe she is my lucky star, or just a normal friend who ended up backstabbing? Gods will, Gods will…..
